my w0rdS ab0ut Lyfe

im done with matHs..!! wuHhuu~

p3 was kinda hard. harder than last year's.. 

it was raining, and the hall was soo cold. i shivered like hell while writing.

not sure if i can get an A or not.. takot..!

and met mr hanson just now, regarding DOE..

he said he's not sure if i join the expedition next juLy..

since i didnt attend the first training. 

have to talk to mr J  first if i can go for his training. but, he's not around.

nobody knows when he'll be back..

and i have chem test tonight at 8. wiSh me luckk!! need all the luck in the world.

ms shree will use this test mark for predicted grades, which is very very very important.

ouhkay, acap made me write this..

"omg!! i dont know what cili boh is..?!"

seriously,i dont. but i bet there are millions of teenage girls out there who go to college and get good grades in exam don't know cili boh either.. right girls?

he said its THE fundamental ingredient for cooking. really..?! or was he just trying to fool me. even one year old baby can tell me it is not. penipu punya acap!!

hErm,havent been blogging for quite sometimes. i did blog actually. but it never got published. st0oopid internet.. everytime i want to post an entry,the internet went down. haIsh.. hope this time it doesnt fail again..

oh, i listened to rudy and JJ this morning (skipped maths class - woke up late) and they were talking about socrates the renowned philosopher. its his birthday today! yipPiee! so to anybody who was born on the 4th of jUne, be proud of yourself. you know what future you will look like (please, no weird beard and sideburns) btw, they bising2 pasal socrates' quest for reasoning and 'whyness'..

anyway, so many things happened lately (cliche).. hAhah! but its true. people are breaking up.. why?! SIMPLE. because they dont love each other anymore. why? because inane them dont know how to appreciate. why?! because they dont know what appreciate is. why? their teacher didnt teach them. wHy? why? because not all english teachers appreciate his/her students. whY?! because the students dont appreciate them in the first place. wHhhyy?!! because their friends say no need to do so.. and wHyy?! because teenage angst is very powerful.now put the blame on the student plak.. im crapping.but i passed the 8th level of whyness.

conclusion : people break up because teenage angst is very powerful.. hAa?!! =D have class at two. gotta go.tata!

got this exclusively from downunder.. weEe~ thanx muIz..!

i started watching heroes a few days ago. u know, the new series on astro. i dont know what channel and when it is aired. i just love it. got season one from my sister. up until now, i've spent almost 15hours in front of the computer. also i watched the latter episodes of prison break. and n0w, my eyes hurt laAa..

its amazing, how the theory seems to make its way, with no friction, from the professor's mouth, to these extraordinary people's ears to the public's mind. haIsh..

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nenek stays at my house this weekeNd. and it awfulLy hurTs wheN i can't make use of the tiMe and have a nice, long conversaTion witH her.. cuz im not thaT..hErm, friendly?and talkative?

s0me people jusT can't close their mouth for a more than one minuTe that i feel like sealing the lips for thEm.but somewhEre deep inside,i sometiMes wish i aM more like thEm, aNd lesS like me. i dont know how to chat with the elders without endangering their haPpiness and livelinesS with my words. siLence is the onLy solution that works for me, in order to quell the prospective jeopardy. p0or me.

i didnt know it only costs you 20 cent to send an sms overseas, until 2 days ago..!! and that is super cheap.i thiNk.kan?kan? please2, agree with me.. :D thank you.

hErm.. i had the BEST weekend ever last week. exactly one week ago. everything was so nice and pUrr-fect. what would you feel when somebody gave you an experience you least expected of (you even thought it was absolutely impossible to be done), turned out it was something worth remembering. sweet kan? im not gonNa share you the story or else, it wont be special anymore. hEhe. let me just keep it to myself.

As i type, i bet my chinese neighbours are happily having their "makan besar" with family members, where the women gossip, while the men share business stories, babies crying for more water or food, toddlers running and screaming and playing hide-and-seek outside the house, and the teenagers, as usual, rebel the parents' order. and ada orang main mercun in front of my house. i haTe the sound of it. cuz it makes me think that subang jaya is going to explode. funNy and pathetic.

that's what you get for being a claustrophobic (the fear for small or enclosed spaces).. i always try to find the way out, the exit sign preferably whenever i enter a room, especially small rooms. and i love sAhara, cuz it looks like it has no walls, no boundaries. i choose stairs over elevators t0o =p

muiz is in australia now. i miss hIm already. he's probably enjoying every minute there while i suffer for having to struggle so hard to finish a level and fighting aginst the desire to run away from that college.

p/s : happY chineSe nEw yEar and g0ng Xi fatT cAi!! and hAppy holiday! and happy buaT homework!! hAha

it's been a bad week. very bad. most of the important people in my life are hurt, one way or anotHer. wHy?! why them?

first, dad had to undErgo eye surgeRy. somethiNg is wr0ng with his right eye. he tried to explain to me the other dAy, but i just couldnt understand. there's leakage at his tear gland (is that what doctors call it? i have no idea) and a wall is blocking it.. they're pumping some sort of gas inside.. bLa, bla, bla.. tak pahAm. that is what happen when an engineer tries to explain medical thingy to an engineer-to-be =) luckiLy, he's fine. tapi mc for three weeks. uwaA! nak balik!

next, muIz met an accidenT. welL, not really an accident. its complicatEd. and agaIn, i d0nt really understand. i wasNt there. he's at the hospital, as i speak, waiting for surgery (agaIn). plz heLp hIm, god.

and i haTe zhaf's gf for doIng whatever thing she did to hIm. whoever you are, girL, get yourself to the fucking helL quick. i nearly lost you, zhaf. dont do it agaIn. and u must despise me for hating hEr. i dont caRe.

ainuL, be tough syg! hAha..! okaY, this one i can laugH -away from my emo mode kejap- hEh. he's not afteralL that baD, and if you can just stAy a bit loNger, he'll gradualLy see the reaL sweet you. just ignore my theories for awhile. ngEh. lagipun, im hEre.. anywAy, rajin2kanlah diri angkat phone ye..

to miLo, they w0nt hate you. donT worry, girl.. smiLe and cheer up!

as for cacA, keep on sendIng the sms to the traffic policE. we'll paY whatever amount we have to, k? heh =D

losiNg is not a bad thIng, fadhiL. it makes you try harder for thE next gaMe. kan? so dont despair ver your losS. let it aspire you for the fuTure.

sHakir, seems nothing bad happened to y0u. but still i want to put ur name. ngEh. eh, chup! i remember somethIng. this is considered bad, i suppose. please help me sell the monitOr lagi.. boleh tak?

im late for cLass. out.

have you ever met the perfect couple,

the two soulmates whose love never dies,

who trust each other so well to ignore poeple's nasty commotions,

often they fall in love unintentionally.

in case you haven't,

let me introduce to you.

they stand at the very top of the multiple layered, icing-covered butter cake,

in black tux and white dress,

staring straight to the horizon,

looking away from each other.

from there, you kn0w,

some relationships are meant to be forever,

some are just n0t..

p/s : aus, pLz take g0od care of muIz yah? =D, and shakir, biLe nak belanja saya? duit kau dah banyak tu

im gonNa tell you a taLe of a girl and her dewastations.

lets start with the most boring introduction i can ever think of. once upon a tiMe..

theRe was a girL who did her preparation at kYuem before going off to somewHere she wasnt quite sure of. in the midst of struggling for the second seM, two of her batchmaTes left the college, for good. h0w everyday she hoped she could be one of thEm and take herself off as well. she didnt really hate kyuem, but she somehow found herself more dedicated to langKawi than she was thEre.

one fridaY, her ecoNs teacher was on leave. having nothiNg else to do, she wEnt back to kampuNg topaz. switched on the radIo. akon was on air, sayIng how lonely he was. that he had nobody to call his owN. thIs girL was lonely t0o..! ever since her boy left, her whole life came crashing. like the atomic bomb US dropped on hiroshiMa. the impacT was calamitous. and then there was a string of sad love s0ngs that kill her mood instantLy.

--to be continued--

p/s : milo, i might be lumpy.. but lyla's philosophy about "lumpy-ness is a sign of genius" is so wroNg.. hAha

three days after friday the 13th and im back here at the college. nothing interesting. and the night seems so dead. people are in their rooms doing god knows what. or perhaps its just me in my r0om, ignoring the others. im not sure. from what i observe and listen, i might think this is a grave, rather than a college. guess the friday curse hasn't abated.

let's see what i did this week

mondaY :

weNt to kLcc to buy a t0p i've been eyeing on f0r so loNg. lurRrve it!! especialLy when somebody paid aNd gave it to y0u as a presEnt.. nGeh =p (i actually have ferreted in some other malls before kLcc for the it)

tuEsdaY :

exhilaration! tHe plan was to temAn ina to midvalLey cuz she wanted to but a flip flop and then straight away go to cyberjaya. turned out we sPent the whole day sh0pping since it was the last daY of YES. very crowded. peopLe were g0ing in and coming out fr0m stores. aNd, found out the ck jeans i talked about was still there, selling at 80 per paIr. kena pandai cari la miLo. i couldn't buy cuz it's apparent i'm gettIng fatter that they don't caTer tr0users my size anym0re, hAha!

wEdnesdaY :

how delightfuL can it be if you are abLe to downLoad 5 nice, clear, dvd-quality box office movieS in just 3 hours..?! obviously it worth the increment of rM2.40 for toll to cyberjaYa. swEet!!!

tHursdaY :

w0ke up very earLy todAy. had to brinG my flip flop aLong cuz i saw caca and milo were laughing their heads off in the caR the momEnt i walked towards theM. eY, th0se heels are made f0r walking laa.. to0k ainul and went to istana budaYa. got struck by a string of disaster. traffic congestion at federal highway. oversights on the letter. disturbed ainul's mom at work. lost in the standard kL traffic. h0wever, we did successfully finish the job.

we weRe on the way to surprise amIrah, when i told them i like sonGs which 'tak menguji vocal' (eg pcD's, sean pauL's).. the rest of the journey

"yaz, your song!" when smack that by akon was aired

"mesti yaz tak suka lagu nie" = aguilera's hurt

"this song menguji vocal tak?" = hinder sang lips of an angel

"yaz, u sure like this song" = never be the same again, mel C

"i loveEe this" = cassie's long way 2 go

=D

and i wilL never ever in my life sit next to naZir again in anY car! he t0ok most of the space. and also bcuz dia sangAt bisiNg and peRasan!! since he has become the hottest iPod guy at kMs.. hAha! dahLa hutang tanAk bayar. i shalL raise your interesT, 'hot guy'.. wakakaka

fRidaY :

temAn caca register UiTM. she's a uni student now. not faIr! kyuem is waY t0o tedious because it's a college, and we are locked up in there for 6days a week. since it was friday, and the officers had to perform friDay prayer, we lepak2 at ainuL's house until 3. went back to uItm for the unfinished businesses. thEn went to pyramid. epuL was tHere also. watched nite at the museum. the movie was funNy but simpLe.

saTurdaY :

sLeeping daY..!! mama promised to take me somewhere but she called it off last minute. so i didn't do anything, despite the fuN my friends are having at ou. uwAa!! i want to mEet them..! alL of them!

sundaY :

watched sinking of jaPan. buh-riNg!! and hEre i am. sound and solid.